When Jesus called his disciples, he said to them “Follow me”. He never asked for admirers or worshippers. He was asking for followers. An admirer is someone who sees the beauty of the teacher but keeps his distance. Jesus wants followers who will walk with him, every step of the way, including through his passion and death. Thomas a Kempis wrote: “There will always be many who love Christ’s heavenly kingdom, but few who will bear his cross.” Each of us has, or will have, a cross to bear. But the Christian must not only accept suffering; he must make it holy. Merely accepted, suffering does nothing for our souls. We might even become bitter. Endurance alone is not enough. We make our suffering holy but giving meaning to it. If our cross is living with someone who hates us or makes our life difficult, we bless that person by praying for them. If our cross is caring for a sick or elderly loved one, then we are pouring our love out for them as Christ poured out his blood on his cross. If our cross is our own illness, then we unite our cross to Jesus in prayer for the healing of the world’s sin. We become intimate participants in the redemption of sin by the cross of Jesus. Whatever our cross, it always serves to jolt us out of our complacency. It allows God to destroy something within us that needs to be destroyed – our pride, our comfort, the illusion of permanence. There are only two ways to grow in Christian maturity – through prayer and through suffering. We choose to pray; but the suffering happens to us. But we then choose to make it holy, uniting it with the suffering of Christ. – – – Fr. Jim




